Teaching Him How To Spell

 4.4.11

 L is for the lies you've told me although you thought I would ignore
Free me from deceitful secrets, your integrity I used to adore
And now loneliness overcomes my soul, face as moist as morning dew
My mentality is so clouded cuz I don't know whether to kiss or smack you
Because I love you, I gotta shove you to my last priority
Respect my love, cry more for those days lost in foolish acts
I'm not bitchin at you, just simply stating facts
O is for overwhelming feelings of doubt you gave me
Obviously I wasn't enough of a woman to feed your overactive appetite, you see..
All I ever wanted was to love you and take care of you-treat you as my king
But apparently I was just your sideline thing
Until you found something better
And as I cater to you, you're texting her and I'm writing you love letters
See, I was ready and willing to do whatever for you and you were just willing to let me
To forget me
And I regret we let it get this far
Because that much needed conversation that was for today always seemed to be put off until tomorrow
V is for the venom flowing through my veins with your blood type
You poison me with bullshit that floods my state of mind
Find yourself in time so I can discover the rest of life
So maybe next time it wont be filled with such strife
And might I have another try
"You had me at hello," but then goodbye
E is for energy wasted in you
You used to hold my attention, on of very few
Learning to love, doing things I don't do
They say to get something you never had, you must do something you never did
Spring cleaning to rid my tears and heartache
You don't even understand what it means to be first
And now Im cursed-my best man now the worst
My love has been replaced with cold ice
I'll continue on and try not to make the same mistake twice