A BrainSTORM

 2.9.11
 3:10pm to 5:42pm.

For seven years I gave my heart to a man I now resent

Not content-a slightly crooked view now bent

Gullible thoughts of longevity, a passionate love now bittersweet

A feeling I never thought I could defeat

Walking through Hell, hot coals on my feet

And I still love you yet Lucifer I meet

You know I love you, not in love with you; recognize the difference

Unanswered questions, how could you have did this?

I believe there is potential happiness, but I don't like to admit that I'm afraid

My night and shining armor patiently waiting hoping angry thoughts would soon fade

Head over heels, don't fall on yo ass

Teach me how to feel because I want it to last

And even if it ends, let me enjoy this moment now

An optimistic attitude in rough times and i don't know how

I breathe in so deep, I don't wanna leave

And its so hard to admit that you don't necessarily belong to me

Smiling so hard I cannot lie

You're the reason I show my sensual side

You give me a high drugs could never take me

Sleep peacefully, don't wake me from this paradise

I'll say it twice- I'm happy

Creating dumb rules in my head not knowing I just want a reaction, see??

A talented man taking the place, nurturing a broken spirit

I feel it-I know you hear it

The mirror now shows something different

So I stand here, thanking you in advance

The beauty inside of you smiles at me and positive feelings enhance

Well maybe its too early for these feelings, or maybe not

In the end I cannot complain since I'm always all I got